Should have listen to this girl up here,I'm sorry.

Sorry about my previous post eh.Was seriously binget with everything and everyone,now I can log in to my facebook,heh heh!I'll be going to school in a few minutes time to attend to structured lesson before heading to Yuhua cc for some day camp thingy which ended at 6pm.I wonder if my body can take it,shits!I wanna go buy strepsils at 7-11 but fcuking far sia,maybe I should get out of my house earlier then head to 7-11 alone.My throat is god damn itchy,I wish I can put my whole hand into my throat and give it a good scratch and another thing!I keep ha-ciuming sial,cb irritating like hell okay anot.

On top of my sickness I had to go thru a hard time,in fact a very hard time.I can't do this,I know you can but I seriously can't.Please,I beg you.Stop forcing me to do things I don't want to,stop asking pushing me around,stop asking me to go to other guys.I know that will make you happy but please I seriously can't do this.I've been sick for days,the least you could do is ask me to rest.Haiss..imyt,takecare : D

I can't fcuking log in to my facebook,and I don't know why.Cb,gy mampos la!Geram sial.Fuck la sial,binget gyle babi.And hanis,please eh,don't talk to me like that.I'm alr binget now.Cb,facebook gy mampos la sial.Cepat la uat aku nye fb ok!puki,konek sial fb aku.gy delete sudah la.Stress macam cb!!!!!!!

Is he hot or what?Crashcrashcrash

Long train ride.

My face like cb eh.

So hungry you know!

Rafie's birthday present.

Chubby cheeks.

My lovely tent!

This two uh,forever food want.

We felt awkward pasal don't have my sister and Elina so sit in the tent and camwhore,while he drinks.

With Deelah.

With my sister,I know I'm shorter then her.haha!

My sister's 17 kisses to her boyfriend.

Birthday boy's cake,yumxz!

Many people was taking his picture so he decided to close his eyes and smile for the camera.

Had a hard time taking her picture,she hates to look into the camera.She fcuking cute okay.

Rafie's birthday bash was to behave like a gay and have a gay partner,so Achek degil was his gay partner.

Fcuk sexy right?Look at their kissable lips,haha!

Apparently he needs to wear it as a tube but it keep falling down.

Had to pole dance and I know he was fcuking nervous,haha!Cute bodoh kau pole dance.

Feeding milk by his mother and the cutest baby,Intan!

Happy 17th Birthday Rafie

When to Rafie's 17th birthday on Friday which was held at Pasir Ris with Elina and Fazila,long train ride there and some fcukers made me give up my sits.Felt really awkard since I don't know that much people but get to know them and they was shock that I was Anita's twin sister,funny funny.Intan toncet,kau cute bodoh.Haha!aku suke.Rafie's birthday bash was,'17 kisses from my sister,pole dance,put make-ups on,behave like a gay,water bomb,lick the chili from my sister's hand,hair leg plucking.'Was fcuking fun.The theme color was green so we had to wear green top.Aziffi came later on,apparently he and Rafie was primary school mate.Such a small world and aku paisey jap eh,haha!Wanted to ton there but Aziffi had something on the next day so left the place at 11pm and he alighted at Payar lebar(correct spelling eh?).Guess what time I reach home?1am,so far sia form one end to another.My eyes was closing and Elina kept talking to me,haha!Elina saw some people she don't wish to see,blushing you know she.My phone uh,gy buang sudah.jap jap call handphone,irrits okay anot?Can just wait till I call/message right.Aku saket sial,cb.Ytd send Fazila from pit to mrt interchange nan Aziffi under the rain lagy.Sejuk tao.Then want to go back to pit,the bus come so late,irrits la.But overall I enjoyed,lagy-lagy got that Intan toncet,so cute sia.

Now I'm down with fever and my body feels so weak,my head feel so heavy.I don't know whether I got school anot tomorrow,malas nak gy check timetable.Jom meet up asap,okay?Haha,I like you know.I'm happy because my lb is fading away,harap-harap besok da tkd eh,I see also disgusting sia.

My class tee!Nice right?Mesti la,$14 tao bukan $5 nye baju.Like expected I can wear it as a dress,haha!I was woken up by his msg,cb!irritating la kau,takmo message aku pagy-pagy bute leh tak?Woke up at 9+pm and saw my dad at home,menyemak je pat umah.Now only me and my sister at home,in awhile my sister will be going out and left with me home alone,I like!Tomorrow is Rafie's 17th birthday,weeeee!I"m so going there but not to ton eh,sorry la kay.I got so many homework and need to be done before structured that includes the whole tys of chem.I want to buy story book again,I finish reading the previous book.Bye.

I don't know what am I suppose to blog about today.Er..let's see,school was okay.Was interviewed by some group of malay student.I was very nervous(lyke always)I don't know what to answer,everyone was staring at me and I seriously feel nervous when that happens.When to batucada after that,hais..B super hot right elina?If he my dad uh,I bring him every where I go.Oh ya,I got my class tee shirt.It is fucking nice you know.Going for class outing and I still haven't decide whether to go for graduation night anot!!Omg,need to decide before 27 May,I think I should just said I'm going then decide later tapy nnnti tak jady gy grad beh da bayar like waste money je.Okay fuck,I'm stress now.And bought cupcake at school for $2,fucking expensive la.The cake so lil,the cream like mountain -_-Rafie keep pestering me to ton on his birthday,haha!I don't want la.School holidays is here but still have structured and cca.I don't mind going for cca and look at his face but structured eh?Let me think about it first okay,haha!Bye.

I took this pictures using my new phone.Eh tak ya action eh Rita.I forget what I want to write,so I'm stopping here,haha!Fazila and I still feel fucking nervous eventho it happen an hour ago,haha!Seram gyle babi sia.

I did not regret not going to school today,Pupu pon tak datang,naseb tak gy skola.I'm home alone,I hate to be alone because it is so quiet in here.I'm going for my cca so that I can see my BBBBB,so hot sia cb.I'm going to school only at 3.30pm,late much?My sister ends school at 3.30pm,I don't want to see the juniors la,haha!Busted eh?Diam sudah.

I'm lost and I swear I don't know what to do.Let fate make the decision.I'm too hurt to get into another r/s,I hate  sweet-talk motherfcukers,they have to rot in hell and die slowly.I don't believe in the word 'forever',fcuk you eh,I use to believe and this is what I get,haha!Cb,gy mati sudah.I don't mind making friends with others but I swear I won't go into a r/s the easily.You want me?Try hard.For now,I'm fucking free,free to do anything which you were ones against it.Fuck love for now.Who cares it is hard to move on?I'm fuckingly trying and I don't care anymore.I hate you for doing this and please get the hell away from me.Leave as and when you want kan?Now I also leave as and when I want uh.Okay,I sound so rude/violently but I don't care because it is nothing compared to how much you hurt me.

I survived a day not checking my phone for your message but I've been thinking about us alot.

I when on a date with her,sweet right?I know.Watched shrek in 3D,she was excited like a small girl-girl.I got that fucking puss(or is it pussy?)Cute right?Had so much fun yesterday.Headed home alone sicne Elina went to her auntie house.

Today went out with my sister and my mum.My sister went to shop for her boyfriend's birthday on Friday,very the kecoh sia that girl.I still havent do my maths homework,tmr cca!Means I can see that hothot heat BBBBB,haha!

I cancelled alomost every person who wanted to meet me because I very crazy and I'm still head over heels with him.Weird much?I know.

Bye.

• I'm back from my date,photos will be up most probably tmr.
• I'm done updating my private blog.
• Thanks eh Falil,I know you want the best for me.Be a good dad eh?sayang kau.
• I'm still stress with everything.
• I need to save $60 for something.
• I also need to save for birthday(s) that falls on sep,oct,nov(maybe).
• But first I'll get my $60 done with first.
• I've been shedding tears as and when,I hate this alot.

I'm going on a date later on.Guess who?nope,obviously not hanis.Wanna know who?stay tune for pictures,most probably tmr or at night,bye.