Fuck everything and everyone. Cb, I got no mood for don't know what fuck reason. I don't want to study sia, I want to burn my book. Knnbccb. Small-small don't want to die, big already disturb me like fucker. Fucking fuck la you. I want to kill you, cut your body into half and let the pigs eat you. Fucker.

Last post for today, promise. Short want only la. Tomorrow school ends at 1pm but got malay. Chibye anot, you tell me la. Firdaus shifted house and I jealous because he say his hall bigger then mine, lol~ I miss sexy boy still even I just met him like just now only. I update my private blog, finally. I declare something there. So happy.

Today I got to know so many things in a day. Please uh, do die.

Memorising

I'm suppose to be memorizing Social notes but y'know, computers can be really addictive. I'm only at the first chapter: Governance. My paper is next week and I have six chapters to memorize. I thought of memorizing one chapter each day but found out I might not have enough time, so I'm forced to memorize two chapters each day. I love memorizing words but not formulas. I can never get my formulas right. I always tend to forget what I memorize like after a few minutes then I'll be like, 'oh shit, what was it?' Then I'll be peeking in my notes again. I always scold myself when I can't remember what I just memorize because it is damn irritating la. I think this Social notes will stay in my head till forever because I still can remember my History on Hitler from last year. And you Cambridge make sure make me pass combine Humans uh, if not I kill you. Oh ya, Firdaus told me I passed Malay paper two. I was overjoyed but it is only Prelim. Then I was like,' ala, only prelim -__-' 

I really want to continue memorizing, because y'know I'm in the mood to study. Try seeing me if I don't have any mood to study. I won't even touch a single book la. Blame my sister for taking a nap and abandoning the computer. If she was using the computer, I would have to do something else which I don't have anything to do expect studying. So when my sister takes a nap and abandon the computer, I am tempted to use this computer. I was suppose to study in the hall because my sister is using the room and the computer is in the hall. So when I was studying the computer was, 'Rita, come use me. Come use me.' Lol. Okay la, I want to memorize, I don't want to tumblr, later I won't study want.

Next week

I wanted to blog yesterday but I was super lazy la. I typed half of it then back space. So now I'm updating. Yesterday went to buy raye heels, take forever to find the perfect heels. I went to topshop to try their heels because they have the super high heels, but obviously I did not buy them. Like who will go and buy those 10cm high heels. I bought a wallet too, which cost me $50 but given $5 off since I'm a student. I was with my mother yesterday, my sister did not tag along, for I don't know what reason. Talked to adek yesterday. Oh ya, did I mention yesterday was sexy boy's first day of work? Yup, he wanted to deliver it to my house but end up his friend deliver. I saw sexy boy on the road a few times yesterday. You don't know how happy I was to see him on the road with the uniform. Okay, Rita don't exaggerate. But seriously, I was happy. Like who would not right? Ohya, yesterday otw home with my mum got this group of guys damn fucking irritating. They whistle at me then wave at me, I was like wtf is wrong with them. Then they keep doing that like countless of time. I got annoyed, and decided to point middle finger. In my heart I said,' if sexy boy is here, he kill you already uh. Lucky he not here. Nbcb guys, never see girl before uh?' Very irritating la. Then I call sexy boy he never pick up, but he called back. I tell him what happen lor. 

So today is Sunday, I'm staying home to study my Social Studies, It's next week okay. Then I'm down with Social. God, this takes forever. My mum and dad was cleaning the house, my mum was like. ' Adik amek, adik sini adik sane.' Super irritating, padahal my dad can do want to ask me do. My brother went out to buy baju raye, white color. My brother bed sheet is in pink, haha. Kay bye.

There is just too many to blog here. Let's start with what I remember okay? Nadia is so sweet, should not elaborate. Should tell the whole story here after two months, that is if  I could still remember Nadia being sweet. Sexy boy passed his TP and he is officially legal to ride a moto, he is going to get want soon and I'll be the first to be on it, heh heh^^ Yesterday was the most embarrsing moment of my whole entire life, kill me some one. It was his birthday and I think I gave him the most shocking birthday present ever, hahaha!  I went to watch Drumatix rehearsal today in school and I have to say some one just sucks la. At least my sexy boy not as hot tempered as you la. No need to break the band a part la, like seriously your prangai stop it. Fee know about this all and maybe maybe we might do out on group. With the 09' batch but she is finding for a sponsor. cool or what? I want to join, I don't care. Don't worry, I won't ditch Drumatix. I love Drumatix like nbcb a lot. Sweet a not I? I see banyar also very the kesian. Never mind la, ignore him sudah eh. What else do I have to blog? Ohya, I'm craving for KFC and Newton'. I've been craving for food ever since fasting month starts, lol. Despite that I'm still stuck at 35kg only. 

It's 7:39 am. School starts late but I woke up early because I could not sleep already. Called sexy boy and he is on his way to bbdc for his tp. Good luck <3 Today in school will be a war, lol! Yesterday too. Macam fun gitu right? Hahahahaha! I will be attending school to see the war. Okay, aku merepek. Oh ya, Muz yesterday cakap he jealous see his cousin become popular. Muz funny or what? Kan aku suroh kau masok soccer tak nak, dah bleh jadi famous kan Muz? 

Oh see my tagboard got people write spammers? That is my sister only la kay. Because her tagboard got people spam so she also want my tagboard to be spam. It was my sister who wrote that, no need scold that spammers la kay? Hahahaha! Funny sia I see Elina scold. I havent been tumblr-ing, will be tumblr-ing soon la kay. Andand, how's my blog? I feel like deleting facebook la, like dah boring gitu. Nothing to do also in facebook. I don't know what to blog already. I'm just waiting for the time so that I can bath. I hope there isnt any Chemistry remedial today. Okay bye.

Geram~

No need scold me thru the phone what. How the hell am I suppose to know the place. Then you don't know how to bring your phone uh? I also wait for you like super long every time never complain. You now have to wait for me, complain like a big thing. Like nonsense only scold me just because I don't know the place -___-

Geram already balek sorang. Use the umbrella then the fucking umbrella keep hitting my pimple, cb fucking pain sial my pimple. Then I angry with myself and I curse myself. My pimple so pain sial. Then I want to cross the road, this huge bus block me and make me move in front. Then I angry again. Irritating sial everything and everyone. 

Saturday pictures. Baybeat 2010~

Sexy boy <3 ^^

This was when I followed Elina to return her camera ^^

Night class ^^

Finally have the time to upload all the pictures that is in my phone. Actually I got nothing to write about eh. Err.. let's see? So many thing has happen in school. Gossip, hot topic, exchange story, criticizing. N level will be in two weeks time. Fast right? Gosh! Will be reading my social studies textbook later on. I'm actually very bored to the max. Yesterday buke at Newton, fcuk full till I want to shit. Lol! I can't wait for 8 October, I bet none of us can wait for it. 

Tired week

Helloooooooo

Did not blog for awhile, been busy with school. Omg, I think this is the most hectic week. Been going back to school for night class for almost everyday. Which made me want to die.

I did not attend school on Monday which was my prelim English paper because that fucking stupid milk made me want to die. Tuesday attended school, ends at 2.30pm, reach home tros sleep. Woke up, bath and night class. Wednesday, which was yesterday was Elina 16th birthday. Had a small celebration in her class, she very scared we throw the cake at her, so funny sia. My sister gonggong forget to bring her another gift. Reached home, use computer, bath, went to bazaar with my mum and sister. I saw Amirul Fazrin( I think that is his name), his hair damn hot la I tell you. Who is he? Just some unimportant guy. I want to update my private blog eh, but I think I forget the password. I've done with my sahur now chatting with sexy boy <3

Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!Happy 16th birthday Elina!

Kindest deed.

I woke up at 4am for sahur, had roti prata. Did not finish the roti prata because I don't have that much mood to eat since I slept at 1+am yesterday. After eating, used Facebook while on the phone with sexy boy. 

Continue back sleeping and woke up at 8.45am, messaged Kailin and got ready. Left the house at 10+am to Jurong Point since Kailin want to with draw some money. I thought use card but she need to use book, the queue was super long la. Then behind us got this auntie keep digging her mouth, then I say to her, ' stop digging la, dig dig. Dig your ass la.' I swear it was super gross and her saliva drip want, ew! Then took train to orchard after of don't know how many minutes of standing. I did a kind deed in the mrt today and I'm proud of myself. The mrt was crowded but Kailin and I got a place to sit. There was the lady who came in the mrt and was standing. Kailin wanted to give up her sit but the lady say it's ok. So we continue sitting. No one gave up their sit to her, I repeat NO ONE. I kept looking at her as she tried to balance herself, super kesin ttm. Then I tell Kailin to force her to seat. Kailin so scared want to force, so I say I do the talking lor. So I went, ' auntie, want to seat?' She said, ' tkp tkp (nvm nvm).' I said,' Nvm nvm, you seat.' she said, ' saye tgk awak kawan nak bobal, tgk kesian. ( I see you talking to your friend, very kesian.') Something like that la. I said,' nvm nvm, I getting down soon.' Finally she seat at my sit. I thought she rejected Kailin offer because she was alighting soon but no. See I'm a good girl right? :P

Went to Forever 21, walk-walk around then Kailin decided to buy a top for her boyfriend instead since it is their monthsary tomorrow. Want to find for her boyfriend top take forever want la and finally we found it at Ion. Took train home and same bus as Kailin also. 

Second day of fasting~

So today is the second day of the fasting month, I am fasting. I did not eat much for yesterday break fast because I feel like vomiting out all the food. Accompanied my sister to the clinic after break fast. I received a scary message from Rosaline. I'm not the type who will forward messages but remembering that Elina is scared of ghost I decided to forward it to her ONLY. Evil friend am I? Haha! Nothing will happen la~

I had kebab from yesterday's break fast for Sahur and when back to bed. My sexy boy did not fast because he was working and he was thirsty, alasan~ Haha! Oh oh, did I tell you my sexy boy will be bringing me to Australia!? Yup, he is being the most adorable guy and going to do that. He could have brought me there earlier but my N level and stuff will probably ends at October. I so can't wait to go to Australia with my sexy boy. Guess who is my sexy boy? He has two eyes, a nose, a kissable lips and a sexy body. Happy guessing ^^

I really did not want to attend school today but my mum forced me to go. Was such a boring day. I was suppose to attend Maths structured but I decided to skip. Am having night class but not attending. Tomorrow is Friday and if you read my previous post, I love Friday the most. Oh and I'm going to tell Mrs Lock about Sujin, I've yet to tell sexy boy about her. Will tell my sexy boy when I meets him. I hate to tell some one in phone either thru message or calls. I find it irritating, I rather do it face to face. So I storing everything I have to tell to my sexy boy in my brain, hope I can remember everything. Oh ya, how's my blogskin? I know not that nice la. Will continue to find a nicer one till I'm satisfied with it. I want to tumblr. I love my sexy boy <3

Hungry

Had malay prelim paper today and school ends at 12.16pm. Fazila came my house, talk-talk awhile before heading to bed. Slept till 3.20pm, woke up and was like, 'why I wake up so early? I want to pass time la.' I very binget liao because I woke up so early, lol! Naseb Fazila ask me follow her go bazaar, went to her house first then went there. She bought kebab then send her to busstop and head home.

Now only 6.18pm, break fast time is at 7.16pm. Late right? My mum bought so many food for break fast later, gosh! Damn hungry. Now I don't know want to do what to make time pass faster. I know! Tumblr, haha! Kay-kay, bye.

Boooooring

My brother, my sister, my mum and I went out for dinner on Sunday. Had Thai express. Walked around Marina Square before heading home.

Fusion Fever was on Sunday and I fucking did not attend it. A little of regret but I'll survive, lol! Watched NDP at home on the tv, super boring. Most of the people I know attended Fusion Fever.

Today's Tuesday and everybody in my family went for work. I'm home alone with my sister. Took cab to Clark Quey before heading to Jurong Point for lunch. Saw Mrs Lock over there. I'm home already. Tomorrow is Malay prelims and school ends at 12+pm tomorrow. Oh you don't know how much I badly want N level to end, like super soon.

Some one I know, who was once in the same class with me, who was close to me, appeared at the stomp page. She was criticizing Singaporeans way of talking. Like wtf is wrong with her. Not enough of problem you create uh? Drop out of school because of the lamest thing on earth, and now this? I am ashame to call you my friend oh wait! I no longer know you.
http://club.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/336246/pr_girl_from_malaysia_makes_fun_of_spores_singlish.html
Link to her face at stomp.

YOG!

See! the fucking big vegetables.

Thats the turkey, big right!? I throw everything.

The chair was like fucking small and uncomfortable.

I took picture with him. He is damn hot right? Omg, cair~ haha So happy I took a picture with him, lol!

I went for YOG today ( actually yesterday, since it has pass 12am). It was awesome, like super awesome. Muz was there too, some where around there. We got the ticket but did not use it, they did not even ask for it la. There were so many schools. From primary school to JCs.

Took the transport to the venue and was brought to the holding room where we had our dinner. We had turkey burger, an apple, and dates. The dinner was awful. The vegetables in the burger was super big uh, like cannot bigger uh? And the turkey itself isn't tasty, and it was super big. I took out everything and replace it with potato chips and eat it as a bigger. The food was a disappointment, like seriously. 

Was brought out of the holding room at 7pm and we had to walk like fucking far with so many other schools. While we were walking, everybody started shouting for no reason. We started to shout too, lol! Was super tired.

We sat beside Yishun Town secondary school and the guy beside Fazila was fucking funny. He was making fun with the countries name and I laugh my ass off. We even talked to each other, friendly and funny guy. I disturb him all the way la, he crazy sia. Serious shit, haha! The performance was amazing but what amaze me more is the fireworks. Like after each performance there will be fireworks. It looks like NDP, they just converted everything to look like YOG, serious. 

The whole thing ends at 10.30pm and they announced asking everyone to remain sitted and let the athletes go first( which is us) actually we aren't the athletes but they were referring to us. Oh ya, did I mention we walked on the stage and waved at the audience, yup. They even waved back, haha. They even mentioned not to circulate the pictures of the YOG, so there isn't any, only ss pictures and others.