Korean boy aku hot.

Nie aku nye korean boy namer die Muz gyle. De aku peh bestfriend, aku sayang de banyak-banyak. Aku suke rambot de, pasal rambot de hot hot heat. Tgk aku pendek nak mampos kan? lol, diam je okay? 

Sorry that my previous post seriously emo shit habes. Now my mood is back, happy anot? No more of that emo shit post. So what's up everyone? My routine now is, school- home- sleep till 5pm- bath- tv- a lil of computer- study- before heading to bed at 9,10,11. Early right? I know la, very tired you know. So I skip maths structured today because I malas want to go la. I promise next week onwards I'll go for my structured lesson eventho it ends at 4.30 or whatever shit okay? My F&N courseowork dateline is on 17 July, still got so many things to do sia. Bodoh nah Rita? Haha, no eh. So tomorrow staying in school to do coursework. Muz, meh aku besok blanje kau okay? Sayang kau la kay? Jom hug-hug. Muz rambot hot, aku suke. My PE is on Friday, I like. You? I start to hate school food again la, boring je makan bende same. Dah, dah. I want to go mandi liao. I love everyone and I love my good mood :D

Give me a blade, don't worry I'll survive.

Sorry if this post is so emo shit.

I seriously don't have mood sia. Want after another problem come. Fuck the contractor who disturb my nap. Fuck you real hard kay anot? You not happy isn't if I sleep in the afternoon? Must make so much noise want uh?

Want to do your work, do quietly la, don't know I tired uh? Cb la you.

My mum have been scolding me day and night, super irritating okay anot. I know la what I'm doing, I'm your daughter also you don't want to trust is it? You rather trust others uh? I know la I'm not like kakak. We may be twins but I don't need to do what she does kay anot. You scold me everyday you not tired uh? I tired hearing you nag all day long. What you want from me actually uh?

You go throw your phone in the longkang near your house sudah. Message don't want to reply, have hand phone also no use la. You also another one, what you actually want uh? No no, you tell me seriously. I very tired of this thing kay anot. I got scolding for no reason. It's the past what, you cannot just forget about it uh? What you want me to do? You tell me la.

Give me a blade, don't worry I'll survive. I promise I won't do anything bad. Just give me one day, all I need is the blade and me to be alone. After the day is gone, I'm not going to turn back to the past, I promise. I'll be fine, just like you always thought. I'll be the best girl you ever wanted. Because now, it's not you it's me who is having problems. Can't you see I'm going through a hard time? Can't you see I'm really trying very hard. Why can't you understand that it is hard for me? Kill me or hit me somebody because to be honest I rather been hurt physically then having my heart broken. I'm just a 16 year old girl and have to go through all this shit, tak kesian pe korang? Because I kesian myself for having to go through this all alone and the worst part is, you have to do it all alone. 

Bye 

I'm the tallest!? Wth. Haha. Actaully I'm not la.

This is Hanis, he's a punk. And his hair was like that on Saturday. His hair looks like a fan but I think it is cool.

So had fun at Sentosa and IR, they send me home. I eat like never eat before, got irritated easily pasal dah penat.Pictures is in facebook, I malas want to upload here la. Reached home mandi, use computer awhile before sleeping at 12.09am.

So how's your first day in school? Had fun? I did not have fun in school. Tot of not attending school today, but I don't know what makes me jump out of bed when my sister shout, 'adik wake up!' Bodoh nah Rita? Haha. I was fucking sleepy uh I tell you. When it comes to second period alr my eyes want to close, then I decide to sleep for 30mins, heh heh. Sleepy tkp tao, lapar la pulak. I was counting down for recess. Ate chicken chop for recess, nice to the max la. I did not pay attention in class for today because I was effing sleepy and I forgot to bring my specs. Bodoh, beh tkd mood nak blajar. Bleh eh gitu? Haha. I got caught for my nails from two teacher so I'm removing it later. I tot my school ended at 2.30pm, when my math teacher said there is math strucuted today till 3.30pm. I was angry la, dah sleepy beh ade structured on the first day of school -__- terpakse go uh and still did not pay attention because I can't see a single thing on the board. I think I grow fatter. Dear body, please stop growing fatter because my school skirt is getting tight. I promise you I will still feed you with the unhealthy stuff. 

Dah, I talk cock only. Bye la.

Waka waka eh eh

The picture got nothing to do with this post. I want to kidnap the baby please.

Hellooooo Goodmorning everybody!

Today I woke up early right? I've to be at Kak Nana house at 9.30am and I know I'm going to be late. I slept at 4+am you know. Yesterday I was like, ' Eh Rita, gy tido la dah kul brape nie? Besok kena bgn siang kan? Then one hour later fuck la Rita, maseh belom tido pe?' I layan myself la, no one want to scold me what. Okay, I gyle. My mum woke me up and first thing I felt was, I want to vomit. But the vomit don't want to come sia. I still havent check out my eyes, I hope the swell dissapear, please. I don't want people to ask what happen. But the pain nice you know, I like. Lol. It is pain ttm ttm ttm ttm ttm ttm, haha! Irrits anot? Heh. My sister's boyfriend gave my sister webcam, how sweet of him. Naseb I can use, if ask my sister confirm say cannot. Lucky can us her boyfriend. What to write eh? Oh ya, my nails how uh? Want to remove or not uh? I see like wasted sia want to remove. If I wait till kena caught the DM talk talk talk so many things. Because I promise myself not to get into trouble again. How uh? I think I remove when I reach home la kay. Okay I'm late now, bye semua! Sayang korang-korang.

Oh before I forget! I know I'm cute, so bare with my self-praise la kay? I very short, people all say my sister taller. Step I want this height like that -__- I want my height to be 174! Haha, okay maybe less then that? But must heigher then 160. Cb, Rita you short la. In the crowd you always cannot see people, you can only see peoples stomach. Pathetic.

I found this picture some where in facebook. And some one wrote, ' I saw double' Haha! This was cca open house time. My instructor say we look cute playing the same instrument but my sister don't like to play that instrument. I think we look super cute up there right? haha, stop your self praise la Rita. But I seriously hate people to say, 'how to differentiate you and your sister?' Cb, how I want to know? To me we don't look the same la. Stupid dog -__- I'm still shorter up there eh, never grow want.

This is my third post for today. I'm seriously so bored at home. I did my Physic today! Finally, but I did it for less then an hour. Lol! I fall in love with the picture above sia, eventho I'm short I still think it looks nice up there, heh! Okay la, I want to watch Incredible tales with my brother. Might be blogging later again.

TL so hooooot sial, cb! *Melting in progress*. Yang Edward tu gy mampos. TL abs super hot sial, god. If he come sg, I'll be the first to see him, hug him super tied. Oh my, TL why are you so hot? Why do you keep showing of your abs? I'm melting here, you know? I know I very lame, but go and see his abs la cb. So hot what. But TL you look like robot sia, but never mind. Your body very hot, I like. This post seriously random. I'm bored to the max la.

My crazy twin sister, I know I'm short la.

I forever want to get in the picture, haha!

I made this for my sister's boyfriend with his name on it! sweet right? I know.

Omg, look at how short am I. But cute right? haha! self-praise only.

My eyes so sexy, not. -__-

I love love love them alot and Dinah dimple so cute sia. 

Rita's fuck face.

See I extra again.

She wants to go sailing and leave us :( At least I'm taller then her ^^

My small little babies junior, so cute right?

A lil update before I lock myself in the room and do all my homework. Woke up 1+pm, used the computer. Watched Personal Taste, ate Macdonald for breakfast + lunch. Then Personal Taste again. Finally decided to bath at 3+pm. Decided to tumblr and update this blog before doing my homework because I know tomorrow I won't be free to do. Tomorrow I'm going for my cousin gathering at Sentosa. My sister not coming so will be going to my cousin house at Clementi at 9.30am. How to wake up!? I don't want to go home alone tomorrow sia. School's starting on Monday. Note to self : Use less of computer, study more if can study 24hrs per day, go out less often. My life for next week will be school - home - study - a lil of computer - sleep at 8pm, 9pm - wake up at 7.15 am - school and it repeats itself. See school time I sleep super early right? If I sleep late, later in school I confirm sleep in class like last year. Last year, everyday at least one period Muz and I confirm must sleep want sia,cb. This year cannot alr, that's why I sleep super early to stay awake in class. I want to go tumblr then watch one part of Personal Taste then homework time, bye! 

So yesterday went to Taka to see my sisters performance, Budi never come sia. Went Taka with Kailin. We took train to Joo Koon then train back to Orchard stakat nak tempat duduk. Haha~ I seriously hate to stand in the train. The older batch came to watch too. Elina's boyfriend was there. Took so many pictures but I upload a few only, the rest go my sister's facebook see okay? After their performance, go eat my first meal of the day. Because whole day never eat. Actually wasn't hungry, then eat only la. Since need to be 45kg. I look so small and cute in the above picture right? I know, don't bother mentioning it (: After eat walk-walk around, something happened, only a few knows. I swear I did not expect it to happen, really. Was super shocked okay. Now my eyes irritating pasal tkleh blink-blink, nanti saket. I cannot type what happen here, those who saw, diam-diam je. Those who did not see, takmo sebok (:

Woke up 2+pm, used computer. Bath at 4+pm then went to Elina house, talk-talk awhile before going home at 6.30pm. I know no mood sia, I also don't know why. I think my eyes buat hal uh, cannot scratch it eventho it is itchy. Will upload all the pictures after Elina upload hers okay?

Sorry eh, I accidentally fall in love with some one else without knowing it and when I realize it. It was too late. It just happen and he was like so *rather not mention it here* I wasn't being a bitch, I was flirting a lil. He looks like TL to me so I can't resist what. Eventho not really la. Haha! Okay, whatever it is, I fall in love with him on the wrong time. Sorry la kay to A and H.

I still haven't do my homework, I tot want to do today. The same thing happen again la. Haiya~ I want to go burn my homework :/ When school opens uh? I don't know when eh.

I nye heart shape seriously tak perlu eh,haha~ nie dorang nak perform niar. Good luck semua, Rita sanyang korang banyak-banyak.

Niari I tkd mood pasal I nye monthly blood donation datang. Geram sial, bile ade plan je baru nak datang, smlm-smlm tak kluar tak nak datang -__- Beh niari I bgn kul 4.30am pasal saket perut beh tros tak bleh tido balek, tak ke macam sial? Sape nak tumbok kan perot nie? I tak marah nye, I nak orang tumbok nie perot. Beh I gy makan ubat, naseb ubat tu pink color kalau tak I tak makan eh. Niari I confirm tak makan pasal saket perot beh tak leh rase lapar. No eh, I tak nak pakse 5 plate dalam. Nnti I muntah, you nak jilat kan tak?

Eh I tgk tu Taylor Lautner nye abs punye la hot nak mampos, I nak lick-lick abs you leh? Haha~ Naseb baik abs you hot klau tak, you dgn rambot cb you bleh gy mampos. I tak suke rambot TL tapi I suke badan de, haha. I suke laki ade rambot Justin Bieber. Klau muke you buruk tapi rambot JB, I suke. Macam Muz eh, muke de buruk tapi rambot JB tetap I sayang you kan Muz? Haha, tak la. Muz dua-dua hot gyle babi la, cume de kena makan lebih. I tgk cite Korea pasal rambot dorang I suke, tapi mate dorang tak sexy macam you nye, haha ~ Cine nye plak, depan gy reborn blakang tak buat pape. Seriously tak lawa. Muz aku sayang kau, I still owe you foood. Nie uh Fyfy nye pasal, kalau de tak msg kau aku tkya blanje kau sial -__- Oh and birthday de nak datang la plak, present de I pon tak tau nak beli ape.

Tadi I nak tido balek, kawan kakak I buat bising pat luar beh ade orang buat drilling. Irrits nak mampos sial. Beh I kluar bilik dgn muke baru bgn tido I and blom brush teeth. Haha~ cute kan?lol,mepek je nie monyet. Nie skarang kakak I nye matai pat rumah I. Kakak dah gy prac, nanti nak buat cupcakes! Sape nak? I buatkan kay?

Smlm I otf dgn matrep I, de tnye-tnye pasal I nye blog. De baru habes kena accident. Suke nah de kena accident. De nye hobby tao tu. Beh kite letak kul 1+am eh? Igt nak pakai computer, beh macam malas nak kluar bilik, so tido je lor.

Oh oh, tadi pagi ade orang carik pasal dgn I, I tak suke sial. Pagi-pagi bute pon bleh carik pasal dgn I pe? I bilang de takmo carik pasal dgn I pasal tgh ade blood donation nnti I maki de macam mane? Beh de bleh lagi marah-marah I, step I nie guilty .

Oh, I blom buat homework yang banyak nak mampos tu. Haiya, I malas la nak buat. Bile nak buat je, ade je nak buat bende laen. Macam mane nie? I nak buat cepat-cepat, tak suke drag-drag.

Nnti Friday Muz ajak I gy tgk Beast, ape bende tu pon I tak tau. Tgk cite Korea lagi best. Ikot je uh itu Muz. Dah lame tak jumpe de.

Dah uh, panjang sial nie post. Nnti I jumpe Kailin pat JE interchange gy taka same-same. I nak tempat duduk pat dalam train eh. Klau tak, I pretend to be preg korang give up your seats to me. I pernah kena halau sial, bodoh sial itu cine -__-

Dah uh, nak gy tgk cite Korea sebelom semua balek, bye.

I know I rarely update my blog.It's not that I'm not using the computer,in fact,I use it every day.Just that I seriously lazy to update this blog la.Been watching Personal taste on youtube,played games in facebook,tumblr.Those three is seriously addictive that is why I ditch blog for awhile.Heh!

I'm home alone now,every body had something to do. I was suppose to be busy today but some one tunjok prangai again so he cancelled it. Been watching personal taste, played guitar geek and tumblr since just now. I'm having the computer to myself, how wonderful. Wanted to sleep but I can't. Guess what date is tomorrow!? 23 June,Drumatix is performing live at Taka ! And farewell party tomorrow = crying time. Drumatix you can do it, I know you can (: Will be heading down to Taka with Kailin tomorrow. Kailin and Elina will be coming to my house to make cupcakes. Tomorrow's the 23 June which means it is also Farhan fly-fly birthday and he wants to meet meet since it is his special day. Sorry eh,I can't.I promise some one that I won't be seeing you any more. Even if I did not make the promise with that person ,I still wouldn't meet you on your birthday.You know what you're going to do right when we meet. Sorry, I can't make your wish come thru :/ Stay happy-happy slalu bithday boy (: Oh and, sorry I did not reply your message because I'm no longer want to be friends with you.

Holiday is coming to an end and I'm still not done with my homeworks. Who is kind enough to do my homework for me? Because I seriously am short of time here. School re-opens means studystudystudy all day long.How boring can that be, you tell me.

Because of you I lost most of my guy friend, I don't regret because at least I'm willing to let them go to be with you unlike you. You always think I'm a bitch, slut,whore. Have you ever taught what you have done to make me behave like a bitch, slut, whore to you? You always make me feel that I'm the bad one here, always make me feel that I'm not good enough. What have you done for us? I did what I could,you?

See my tagboard! I'm freaking out sial. Now I'm super shy alr sia. I want to go platic surgery to change my face alr.Fuck shy ttm la cb. Kill me somebody. Omg sia,dah dah I'm super shy alr uh. 

Happy 17th Monthsary Anita and Rafie (:

Despite everything,you still don't trust me eh?So am I suppose to cry or get angry now?We were on talking terms last week,and now?Oh wait,you step where kena beaten only last week just to make you follow there pe?I walked away from my friends believing that you were beaten -__- I stayed there for how long to encourage you?Wth sia.Dah eh.

* Pictures not in order*

Pictures on Saturday,have like 400+ pictures.Went Marina Barrage with Elina,Kailin,Rosaline and my sister.Had a hard time find Marina Barrage eh,btw we reach there alr 3+pm.Elina was disappointed because her batman cannot fly,after few attempts it was able to fly.Ate,chat,gossip,camwhore,fireworks,aeroplanes was what we did there.It was a guy birthday and he was dared to take picture with us,I know we look like a couple.Haha!Sorry la,no one want to take with me.Haha!Wth sia Rita.Okay then at night like that we feel so itchy,not only us.This couple also feel itchy.Like got insets on us sia.Then we decided to leave the place.Reached home around 10+pm,I think?I think I stop here la kay,let the pictures do the talking.
Ohya,Muz is like finally back from his holidays.Guess what?He bubble gum semua kena confiscate at the custom becasue he tot that keeping them in his pocket is safe -__- Seriously bodoh nak mampos.Ohoh and he still can tunjok prangai with the police,wth right?Haha!He always show his fuck up prangai if anyone piss him off,lol!Dgn police pon nak carik pasal uh kau.Muz,I still owe you Macdonald,meet up soon eh,sayang kau la sangat.