You say thru thick and thin?

I would not have been with you for that long if I never did trust you.I was controlled and you were free to do what ever you wanted to do.I thought it was love at that time then I realize it wasn't,Gave you everything you never imagine I would gave.I loved you whole heartedly even if you don't love me as much as I did.I tried,I really did try my very best to keep that relationship going.I was holding onto you,not realizing that you were no longer mine.Even so,those hurtful words which pierced thru my heart like fcuk.I still forgive you no matter what.

You're right when you said I can't leave without you.But now I realize I can't stick with you forever,some how we would still be apart.I'm trying,trying so hard to forget you.Geez,how the hell do you forget me that fast?because you seems to be in my head since then.

For now,I'll let you decide what you wanna do with this thingy.I'll respect whatever decision you make.

I know how to take care of myself,you need not worry.thanks for your concern.And don't give me last words I seriously hate it because I tend to change my mind.