I kept my blog dead for at least three weeks if I'm not wrong. Many things happen in that three weeks and if I had a chance I would seriously rewind time back and did it right again. So a little summary of what I did in the pass three weeks.
Let's call him 'V' for now. V booked in and stayed away from me for 2 fucking long weeks. Despite everything we still chatted on the phone whenever he is free. I told him what I am doing everyday for that two weeks. Okay, but he knows I was lying at some point of time. I still went out after midnight with H and others. And would only reach home in the morning. Eventho V did not mind that, I know he did not feel good about it but still I went against him and convincing him that nothing really happen. This went on for 2 long weeks before he booked out on the Thursday. Apparently I was suppose to fetch him from Yishun but I went out the night before and could not wake up to fetch him. I feel so bad, duh~ . V and myself went out only at 8pm that night and got ourselves home by morning. Oh and Joshua came awhile to pass some things to V. Without any sleep, I accompanied him to Lakeside to pay some bills before heading to Jurong Point for lunch. ( I would not have accompanied him if he is not my boyfriend because I would have priorities my sleep over friend.) Both of us was exhausted since we did not sleep the whole time and we decided to take the cab home( okay, I forced him to take the cab, because the only thing I want to do at that point of time is sleep.) When we reached home, used his computer for awhile before heading to bed at 2pm and he woke me up at 5pm. Send me home around 6+pm and did not go back to sleep because I was suppose to meet him at 11pm again but was dragged till 1am. H came along too and he taught me to ride, fucking scary. H went home earlier which left me and V alone. I was suppose to accompany him eat that morning but only three hours of sleep the day before, I could not be bother already. Sat under my block and I fall asleep on him. Went home, bath and without sleep, out to Jurong Point accompany him pay the bills again. Bid good bye to him before he went home and prepare to book in back. He send me to H block because I was suppose to meet him. Went home at 5+pm, took a long nap and V called saying that he is going to sleep because he will be doing his 27 hours exercise non-stop without food and very little drink soon. I hope he pass that test and after that course I hope he can do the 8am to 5pm. If he fails he needs to retake his 5 fucking long months course. Trust me, it is a torture because there is no guarantee he is able to book out every week. Been hoping that he passed and I hope nothing happens to him. I love you.
So I just woke up from my nap an hour or so. V hasn't contacted me since the last call and I promise myself not to go out after midnight already. I want to fetch V if he wants to book out on the weekends. But sadly he might not because he is too tired after the 27hours. Oh and, he will not contact me till Tuesday comes. So till then, I pray he will succeed in that and contact me asap.
No picture yet because I always says no when he ask to snap a picture of us. I don't know why I hate taking pictures with my boyfriend. Maybe H knows as he was irritated when I says no, lol.
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