Again.

One is gone and the next is going too. I might just stay single this year. I will change, to a better person. I'm not asking you to believe my words because I'm going to prove you wrong. If my mum does not approve of him, what's the point of staying on? It's been two days since we last talk. I accidentally unprivate  my blog and Hanis read it. So tell me, were you using me yesterday? Yes, you were. But it's ok, I'm used to it already. You want us to be bestfriend? Okay, have it your way. Because I don't want to make my mum sad already. I want to study hard in ite and make sure I get myself into a poly because I hate ite so much. It's been so long I stayed single, so I'm doing it now. Good luck Rita.

Tomorrow is my medical checkup and I'm scared if there is any injections. I heard that you need to be naked in there. It freaks me out every time I think a bout it. I want school to start soon so that I don't have to think much. Even before school starts I'm already counting down the days I'm going to end ite life.