Living my life isn't fun, trust me because I have the most pathetic life.

I look like some one is fucking me from the back, lol.

School sucks. I had phase test and I cock up. ALWAYS. I made a few mistakes but manage to pass. Pass isn't good enough for me :( Had another test today, I really hope I pass this theory test. The weekends is here before enduring another week in school. School has been good. Everything in school is good. Except that I'm always tired after school. School can end as late as possible, I might just camp out in school instead of heading home.

Everything I had as memories always starts to flashback. I told you I was happy seeing both of you together. Well I guess I'm lying. I still can't believe you chose her over me. Don't worry, If it was me. I would not choose myself either. I'm not pretty, not religious, hated by your mum, rebellious( in your eyes), nothing like her. In school, I always hear things about both of you. It's either good or bad. I miss us, miss everything we had. 

My boyfriend is on his way home I guess. I hate that every Friday he has to come home late. I love my boyfriend  but the thing is, it is just a matter of time before everything has to end. Don't blame us, it's better that way. We've been friends ever since I entered Hong Kah. Don't worry, I will still be happy. I will always love you. Don't get me wrong, I'm still with him and we really love each other. Right baby? He always says, 'sayang is hug.' 

K bye.