Every day life

 Frolick, strawberry and chocolate syrup.

 Koi, Ice cream ovaltine.

 Idah.

 For Miera's 17th birthday.

 Soon to be couple, or maybe not.

 Then end result. 

Went to JP with Idah and the couple to make a cake for Miera's 17th birthday on 1st November. 

Really going to study hard for year end. I will and must get to Australia with my girls. My grades are like shit now, I need to get all A's. Sigh:/ Why do we need cert in order to survive in Singapore. If only life was much more easier. 

October is ending in few hours time and November will begins soon. Not going to ask for November to be good when the person I loved most is going to suffer in there. I just hope he will be strong in there, I hope he will get a short sentence, I hope he will change when he is out. Any way, I hope I will go thru November smoothly and I hope next year April comes fast. 

Xoxo.

Worst experience ever

Above pictures were taken by Eza's camera, which explains the late upload.

Something I never expected happened on Wednesday night and last till Thursday afternoon. It was a nightmare for me. Never thought it will happen this fast. Thank god it was only a day. I pray that Hanis will be out soon.

Xoxo.

Nothing compared to you girls

Hi. I'm waiting for my movie to be loaded, it is taking forever to load btw. Did pepper steak flambe on Tuesday and Steak dian on Thursday. The fire was fucking big and I was fucking scared. Never see fire this big before, k fake. School is great, been paying attention in lessons. Got a C for TSS, not proud at all. I want to get at least a B for all subjects. I got $ 2860 in my edusave, yay! Now it is all about my attendance. I really really hope that I can go to Australia with my girls. With them the trip is meaningless. Really. I love my girls a lot. For now all I need is them. K movie load already, want to watch movies. Happy Friday night!

Xoxo.

Karma's a bitch

I remember months ago I loved this guy. But because my mother disapprove of him, I had to let him go. It was hard but I got over it. 

I fall for a classmate and he was the sweetest thing on Earth. I remembered asking him if his parents approve of him having a girlfriend and he said yes. Soon after, we got together on 23rd July. It was nice having him around. I told him to tell his parents about us and he did. I loved him, a lot more. Eventho we meant once a week, it still matters a lot. Soon after we entered our 2nd months, everything changed. He told me about his mother. I was angry at first because he lied in the beginning. He manage to keep us a secret from his mother because he did not want to hurt me, but a week later it happen again. I could not bare to see him get scolding from his mother because of me and he did not want to lie too. We ended the relationship on 13th of October. It still hurts eventho we are still good friends.

We did not celebrate our first month because I screwed up and also I had school till night. We could not celebrate our second month because he went on a school trip and I went to work on 23rd because he went over seas and I know we could not celebrate it. He texted and said he is coming home earlier than 23rd, and told me to decide where I wanted to go on the 23rd. Knowing that I had work on that day, I had to make a choice. To ditch the work or him. The pay was good, $500 for three days, tell me where to find this kind of  cash in such a short time? Thank god I decided to ditch my work, thank god, 'money can find anytime' came into my mind. Decided to be with him on our second month before we had to end it.

It is also karma, did not know it will happen that fast. Karma's really a bitch. I still love him but we wil remain as good friends/clasmates.

Went to Swami Homes last Saturday for our service. Came half an hour late. Was kind of bored but was happy to see them smile and clap their hands. Eza and Hakeem sang two songs and Yi Liang sang too. Everything ended at 11am.

Headed to SSC to have our lunch then headed to Dila's house. Played Truth or Dare. Laughed like mad with Idah, hahaha! Suppose to go out with Zul since it is Saturday but he went some where with Sarwan. Headed home at  5+pm.

One more day till the weekends, I can't wait. I hate school, I always have hated school. But I really want to go to Poly, because I hate my course. Like who the fuck wants to work in F&B? And anyone can get that job, you don't need a fucking cert. 

Ok, need to get going to school before I'm late. I love Zulkifli. Xoxo.

USS

USS with Zul, my sister and her boyfriend. Woke up damn early for this. Cried on the blue roller coaster. My sister and her boyfriend rode on both roller coaster thrice. They are crazy couples, haha! Had fun on that day.  This might be a late post but at least there is something right? 

Xoxo