Saturday, October 15, 2011

Karma's a bitch

I remember months ago I loved this guy. But because my mother disapprove of him, I had to let him go. It was hard but I got over it. 

I fall for a classmate and he was the sweetest thing on Earth. I remembered asking him if his parents approve of him having a girlfriend and he said yes. Soon after, we got together on 23rd July. It was nice having him around. I told him to tell his parents about us and he did. I loved him, a lot more. Eventho we meant once a week, it still matters a lot. Soon after we entered our 2nd months, everything changed. He told me about his mother. I was angry at first because he lied in the beginning. He manage to keep us a secret from his mother because he did not want to hurt me, but a week later it happen again. I could not bare to see him get scolding from his mother because of me and he did not want to lie too. We ended the relationship on 13th of October. It still hurts eventho we are still good friends.

We did not celebrate our first month because I screwed up and also I had school till night. We could not celebrate our second month because he went on a school trip and I went to work on 23rd because he went over seas and I know we could not celebrate it. He texted and said he is coming home earlier than 23rd, and told me to decide where I wanted to go on the 23rd. Knowing that I had work on that day, I had to make a choice. To ditch the work or him. The pay was good, $500 for three days, tell me where to find this kind of  cash in such a short time? Thank god I decided to ditch my work, thank god, 'money can find anytime' came into my mind. Decided to be with him on our second month before we had to end it.

It is also karma, did not know it will happen that fast. Karma's really a bitch. I still love him but we wil remain as good friends/clasmates.

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