Sunday, January 1, 2012

So it's already 2012, How ya people celebrated it? Mine was awesome even though did not get a kiss when it stike 12 am, still enjoy it. Did not celebrate 2012 with fatboy maybe not going to celebrate it with him in future again.

So, many things happened in 2011 which I did not expect. Got involve with too many boys, heartbreaks, took advantage, fucked up results, got into remand. Some how  2011 wasn't so great but still I am happy with who I met.

Love my maxi dress
 
 
 
 
 
 
Love my eye liner here. Most days my eye liners are just so not right.


So 2012 resolution- To be a 4 pointer, I really need to get at least a diploma cert. I will do whatever it takes to get that piece of paper. Even though they say ITE isn't that bad, tell me how far you can go with a nitec cert? The world always gets tougher. Also, I hate how people looks down on ITE, I hate being in an ITE student. So I must get myself a diploma. 
- After everything that happens between me and fatboy in 2011 was a roller coaster that I never want to go through again. We did had good times but it never lasted. You can lie through your teeth a hundred time, and I will find 101 ways to get the truth. You really did put me through a lot, really. When you are out in June, please don't find me. Please don't repeat 2011. I love you still but I can't go through it anymore. I'm sorry, find your own happiness. I really hope I can fight the urge of falling into the same trap again. I miss you so much but at the same time I don't want to see you.

Pray that I will find some one better, like how I always pray for you. May 2012 be a blast for you and I. Till then xoxo.

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